But i think i will keep this for now. Nostalgia. Haha

Sorry Blogger, Tumblr Looks Better

http://better-use-of-paper.tumblr.com/

Prettier and less formatting problems. Nice.

I shall keep this though, once in a while to spam random stuff X)

I miss canoeing and everyone in the national team. We do so much shit together, it feels like a family ):

Fire on the hill
Fire in me still
I feel out of my league
But you turn around and you say to me that

I love everybody here
And I agree
I love everybody here

From The Motherland, Where Canoe Paddles You!

(okay so this was typed on the bus back from the paddling place. Whatever it was called ><

the girls k4 made it to final B! Secret no. 1. To be honest I was cynical. Sorry for being a secret asshole ._.

(Tsk Tsk brian. You forgot your number 1 rule for yourself. Never underestimate anyone.)



well but at least it was one damn good race. it was an awesome performance hands down girls. Not bad at all.

Ah. So happy for them X)

(Bread. Honey. Banana. Butter)

We unlucky fools.

(0.1 - 0.2 seconds. What the hell.)



But at least we did give it our all. We raced really hard. well but we did our best and yes we beat USA! At least we beat USA. But we lost to canda by 0.1 - 0.2 seconds. worthy of shit feeling of the year. The worst part was probably the fact that all the other heats were wayyyy easier and would have probably given us a higher chance of qualifying for semis at least.

Shucks. 0.2 is like clicking the stopwatch twice in quick succession.

A harder pull from any one of us.

A click from the camera.

(pictures when I get back guys. Other world juniors people msn me for pics. If you bug me enough I might post them on facebook!)

Well at least we beat USA. Everyone thought we were small boys.



Someone get me out of NS. I wanna paddle more.

Hell I'm gonna miss paddling :/

(This was added on tuesday ><)

They have awesome fruits there. Strawberries! Kebabs! Sadly, we didn't really have time to wander about. We only managed to catch a glimpse of the red square on the outside and other than that it was souvenier seeking and food feasting (more like ice cream indulging). Didn't get to see dead lenin.



(this continues on wednesday/thursday night/morning. Sorry. Brian the procrastinator. I shall post in school tomorrow)

anyway, without training suddenly life feels damn stagnant. So I have added something to make my daily events a lot more. Erm. Exciting. Running to macritchie at 11pm. Yeah I know. Wtf factor very high. But really very fun. And night is cooling too! currently shit list has a lot to clear. Especially for art. More photos are needed! D: wheee. Runners high now. Okay okay should sleep. I shall post this tomorrow. promise.
Sorry no secret here! X)
Sorry guys ><

EDIT: PICTURES ARE IN! MORE PICTURES NEXT TIME!

Pray For What You Want, But Work For The Things You Need

Off to Moscow tomorrow, be right back on the 2nd!

And hopefully things will change for the better after this trip.

I'm gonna miss canoeing ._.

btw, who are you Person?

This Could Be The Worst Year Yet

I would like to give up some speed for a little more intellect; I really hate struggling to scrape past my stuff despite working hard.
Or maybe all i need is some will to keep me going.
I'd rather be scoring well constantly than be going fast for just a moment.
It matters when it is about how fucked you'll be 10 years down the road.

Art is nice,
It looks pretty on walls, not on paper. Paper that labels you for life.
Please don't look at me like that, I know what i got myself into.
And don't you ever think its easy.
I wish it would pay off as much as other subjects,
Instead of just being admired.

Some people are really lucky in a way.
I do hope they remain lucky.
I just wish i had that kind of luck.
The kind that stays.

Don't tell me i could have used this time to study.
I know why I'm here.
It easier written than said.
Most people just won't understand.

At least give me an idea of what i'm doing here. This is not the time to crash out.

Amusing

"A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects."

Something amusing i found on boingboing.net but forgot to post.

I Don't Know Why, But I Just Do It Anyway

I'm sorry. I'm just a little bitter, a little angry, a little depressed.

A little lost.

Meanwhile, in real life, results will be back next tuesday and hopefully something would at least pay off for my efforts. It's the hardest i've worked in years.

Although i wouldn't be too hopeful since it seems like no one from HL art got 7. Too few pieces, insufficient research on sketchbook, lacking artist research. Oh hell, the pressure is on.

I shall up my efficiency tomorrow. Seriously.

You know. Its time to move Brian.

Why are you so hopeful sometimes?

I want a stone heart sometimes.

No Need To Run Honey. I Saw Everything

Don't worry, I'm pretty sick of this too; its just that you forget faster.

Meow

Taken on coach's birthday during the bbq (I know, I'm late and I'm slow but I don't really care). Hah. It was really tame though. Too bad the green eyes didn't really stand out.

A quickie!

Anyway nothing much this week. A few more weeks to Moscow, about 1 week to end of exams. Okay there was something quite interesting. I used the wrong question for English. OTHER THAN novels and short stories. I wonder how I missed that till 15 mins left. Go on have a laugh guys, at least I know this won't be happening during the actual IB exams. Ferdie's gonna kill me.

Maths tomorrow! Physics! Horror! And I forgot to hand in my sketchbook. Shucks.

I've been pretty forgetful lately.

And Person, why so shy?