nope i didn't think so or i wouldn't be doing this

22 days. ah. i wanna play hearts and bridge.

selective hearing/random thoughts

(right lets start)
(where's my sound? oh the speaker's power switch. bass)
(restart, i missed the start. annoying static sound. beep beep beep. ah sms from sharry. art. damn shes hardworking. crap)
(oh so mom borrowed the cam. No wonder the questions about A and P)
(gotta start studying maths. reply sms. crap i need to start working)
(restart again. i missed the whole song. chasing cars playing. shuffle)
(6.40. dinner)
It was 100 degrees (physics. gotta mug) as we sat beneath a willow (pillow) tree
Whose tears didn't care, they just hung in the air (hair) (msn.coklat. lol. party)
And refused to fall, to fall (too far)
I knew I'd made a horrible call (sony ericsson)
And now the state (estate) line felt like the Berlin wall
And there was no doubt about which side I was on (mmhmm) (i don't know too)

Because I built you a home (hole) in my heart
With rotten wood that decayed (royal wood made it okay) from the start (chorus now)

Because you can't find nothing at all (appall) (nice beat)
If there was nothing there all along
No, you can't find nothing at all (appall) (a state of shock)
If there was nothing there all along
(nice bass. rising)
I braved treacherous streets (streams) (canoeing in water)
And kids strung out on homemade speed (seeds) (grow a gift) (godspeed)
And we shared a bed in which I could not sleep (spilt) (narcolepsy)
At all, woo hoo, woo hoo oo oo hoo
At night, the sun in retreat (treat)
Made the skyline look like crooked teeth (braces)
In the mouth of a man who was devouring us both (devouring a spoon) (stay don't go by spoon. Beatboxing)
You're so cute when you're slurring your speech (3 cans)
But they're closing the bar and they want us to leave (want us to eat)

And you can't find nothing at all (appall)
If there was nothing there all along
No, you can't find nothing at all (appall)
If there was nothing there all along

I'm a war of head versus heart
And it's always this way (the sway) (i like this part)
My head is weak, my heart always speaks
Before I know what it will say (what's anyone's mistake)
(i should learn this song. dcfc)
Because you can't find nothing at all (appall)
If there was nothing there all along (ending)
No, you can't find nothing at all (a paul. lol)
If there was nothing there all along
There were churches, theme parks and malls (chu chu and state marks) (trains. drops of jupiter. that misinterpretation of lyrics was way too random)
There was nothing there all along (add a ?)
(fin. okay that was a lot of thoughts. maybe i should type the outstanding ones. snow patrol. spider-man 3. '...just forget the world.')
(inbox full. delete. static. beep beep beep.)

black for the most oustanding, dark grey and brackets for my thoughts and light grey for the stuff i don't wanna hear

(you. it keeps repeating in my head. dinner)
(wait. last sentence. what a mess)
So, wanna try fix the mess? Should I?

Today, i awoke to the sounds of shouting. Morning alarms couldn't have sounded worse.

~~~

Winter feels like ages, trees like cages; I've found my butterfly but lost my way.
Spring had never felt that cold.

Hah, butterflies. I could do with more guy talk and hearts.
And maybe 3 cans to keep those thoughts at bay.

kidding,
Although words did flow better that way if you noticed. (You shouldn't fall for her Brian. For your good.And hers.)
Anyway WOW was an eye opener with the orphanages (We're lucky kids, all of us, no matter what you think), school visits, mosquitoes, random talk, the stars and the sunsets. Not to mention better friendships forged and sandcastles built not to last, lots of climbing up and jumping off high places. And coconuts.

You can learn a lot from cracking coconuts. Burning passion does work well with a little patience. But results aren't guaranteed. And what do you do when you get rotten results? Screw it, move on to the next coconut. Hah

I miss the wind blowing into the bus, 90 cent oreo packs, the sand in my feet, salt and dirty hair, guy talk, random talk, class talk,pineapples, coconuts, sleeping away the bugs, heck lot of time for quiet time, getting caught in a stampede of kids, night breeze, showers with unpredictable water flow, jumping off platforms, techno-bus, the food (In short, msg noodles and rice, 5 bags of tea in a bottle, rock hard chicken. And eggs. In fact, whenever i see eggs and fish now, i think of protein. Yeah protein and cholesterol. Haha)

and peeing in the open. Ho-yeah!

kidding

Back to reality (Back in Black plays in head), i hear work calling me.

Some butterflies can be deceiving
i found it too

Thanks my canoeing friends for the birthday lunch and Fish and Co.! Had a fun time! (and embarrassing at moments. Hah. Fun nonetheless!) I still have the candle and receipt! (Sentimental value. Lol)

On the other hand, i had my last date with my dear Maths IA. We broke up finally(typed, saved printed and never to be opened again. Goodbye!) Good riddance though, our short (but painful) relationship was getting a little too calculative.


Yes, good riddance to you too

Translation of a sub-standard chinese tuition essay.

17th May 2008
I woke up this Saturday morning at 6.30am with only 5hours of sleep and the first thing in my head was not "training time" but rather "shit Maths IA. I'm quite sure that single sheet of paper has taken over my life for a week or so. Deceivingly simple. 1 curve 2 lines, 6 questions. Yeah right.

So lately, I've realised that i have been constantly referring to my calender for the deadline, something i don't really bother doing for my other kinds of school work. I've been actually planning when to do what for the IA and even did the IA in school during a free period. In fact for the first time ever, i think instead of MSN distracting me,IA was distracting my MSN. Even i find it hard to accept the fact i'm kinda annoyed with the fact that i can't study for my other subjects because of IA. The irony. Amusing. I think i'm turning nocturnal too.

I would also like to state that i find it quite stupid that we spend so much time on a piece of work in which we don't even know what percentage of it is covered. Let alone the point of it too. We're just like lemmings, i tell you. LEMMINGS.

Right, back to the actual essay, i went to training after that, then i went for lunch, and right now i'm at chinese tuition writing this essay. Anyway got to go, tuition time is up. Gotta go home to do question 4 of my Maths IA. Bye bye.

~~~

Yeah i actually wrote that in sub-standard chinese.

Ah, back to Maths IA.
I think as a whole level we could kill a tree or two printing it out.

Amazing how a sermon on prayer
can touch on exactly what you

worry about.

oh damn, maths ia

Yeah, TOK is really productive. Hah

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