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Fish Bag

Some paper bag i decorated for angel and mortal during church camp. 
Lately time has been passing really fast. Eh. 

I Can Haz Physicz

Today, while jumping down the stairs, dad told me that i shouldn't coz the weight on the stairs could be up to 10 times more. Immediately i said to myself, F = ma; W = mg

Haha. Good times. Funny how you miss hell when its gone.

Something's Better, On The Other Side

BACK FROM CHURCH CAMP!

Anyway camp was pretty good. All about community and support for one another. We had really few J2s about, so they mixed us all up with the p6s to J1s and grouped us together. Turned out I got a really quiet group, but in the end it worked out pretty fine! Especially for the activities like the all-about-the-place-race (Sorry can't really remember the name of the funny race. Jumban-something. Heh). We ditched a majority of the games station to get position points and it paid off i guess! We got 3rd, which was really unexpected but the best part was we finally got to open up and communicate really well. First time i had to lead a group all the way too. Not too bad, but I could probably try to open my mouth a bit more or something. Haha. Too quiet sometimes i swear. Too quiet Brian, too quiet.

I need guts to do crazy stuff, but then again. Dilemma. (Anyway, if we get to plan a church camp next year, can i design the shirt? :D)

 Lately haven't been taking many photographs, sigh. But nevermind! I shall try to make it up with more drawings and stuff! Got alot of things to think about too. Like whether i should keep canoeing during NS. After NS. Part time job (Priorities really makes things difficult sometimes. Haha). Then there's still getting my ass down to Ubi to sign up for driving. And making sure i got the stuff i need for the trip to Hungary. And as always, there's life. And love and why.

Switchfoot. Nevermind, random stuff like this enters my mind sometimes.

Back to html! Need to renew library book soon though.

Anyway;

Arrows & Flowers

(I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, life is a maze and love is a riddle, la la la-la-la, la la, la-la-la, lala lala la.)

I wanna play l4d2.

Church Camp Tomorrow! Be RIght Back To Post More Soon!

DRAWINGS!

Topsy Turvy

Ah damn tiring day. Must have really drained myself out during training. Or maybe its just all in the head. Currently, the free time after the end of school haven't been too memorable, its mostly finding stuff to do to keep myself entertained. But even then, after a while it gets really really repetitive.

Can't wait for church camp and Hungary though. hopefully it would free things up a bit more. Sorry if i have been rather moody in some ways lately, kinda thinking about alot of things since there's no more IB and school work to distract myself.

Things to do this holidays with your free time. I just realised, it isn't really a holiday since we're kinda out of school. Its like limbo between school and real life. Like at the gates of Eden and the world out there, except Eden is school and while walking out, this one has this huge billboard sign with bright spotlights illuminating it saying "Welcome to the Real World"

"She said to me, condescendingly, take a seat, take your life, plot it out in black and white"

You know, i think i can get an inkling of what Adam and Eve felt like while they were being barred from Eden, except this one doesn't involve pissing off God or introducing all the burdens of mankind. Yeah, not that big an issue, other than the environment change and the real issue of cash and figuring out what you want to do next time. Suddenly, IB results seem to add to the anxieties; so much for worry on the day itself.

Anyway. Things to do (My digression is strange):

1. Learn figure drawing
2. Take more photographs. (Actually will get a chance in Hungary. Or maybe i should take a walk along the highway again.)
3. Learn programming (HTML, CSS, C++, Phython, etc; Hell I don't know where to start so picking up a how-to book which shouts out "FOR NOOBS!" shall make my decision. HTML, XHTML and CSS it is then)
4. Draw more (Yeah, its a different idea from figure drawing)
5. Level up guitar skills
6. Driving, Brian, driving (Get your ass to the nearest driving center to the house)
   
7. Get a part time job for January till enlistment. Or internship.
   

Any recommendations for No. 6 is good info; suggestions or links?

Other than that; on the other blog:

Ice

I think the notebook scans are more interesting. Gonna switch back to that soon, after i clear up all the lost drawings of yesteryear's.

Nightfall

Nightfall (Click for Tumblr post on this drawing)

I Could Use Somebody

Lately i've discovered the rather intriguing activity of rummaging through old storage boxes to find old drawings of mine and other little bits and pieces of the past.

Heh strange things IB afterlife does to you.

Found loads of old stuff, back since primary 1! Those were the times of jotter books with huge writing space between lines and a blank page on the left for drawing pictures (because creativity and scribblings were more abundant back then!). Found loads of old birthday cards too, and the farewell card my SJI class gave to me before i left for ACS(I) in sec 1. The smell of old paper is really nice in a way; brings back loads of memories. Hopefully i can find more drawings, especially that drawing of the tree in blue-black and orange which got me started on pen work. I remember i drew that in the school diary in sec 1 just after the page where you write your details and personal information. The past is a rather strange thing. Sometimes i seem to remember it so clearly as though it was yesterday. Kinda scary how fast time flies too. Anyway, gonna raid the top of the cupboard tomorrow! I think there is kindergarten stuff up there to be found!

Anyway, scans of the drawings i've found on the other blog on Tumblr! I set that up coz i kinda wanna have a proper organisation of my art stuff online. My blogger is getting really messy and the tags seem to be everywhere.




Heart Of Fire(Click for Tumblr post on this drawing)

I say, its getting quite lonely, more so when school is over.

EDIT:
A pretty nice poem.

XIII. "When I was one-and-twenty..." 
by A.E. Housman

When I was one-and-twenty
I heard a wise man say,
'Give crowns and pounds and guineas
But not your heart away;
Give pearls away and rubies
But keep your fancy free.'
But I was one-and-twenty,
No use to talk to me.

When I was one-and-twenty
I heard him say again,
'The heart out of the bosom
Was never given in vain;
'Tis paid with sighs a plenty
And sold for endless rue.'
And I am two-and-twenty,
And oh, 'tis true, 'tis true.

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Flowers & Squares (Click for Tumblr post on this drawing)

Yawn

Well! Since i still got my tumblr account, i guess i shall use it as a site to store my drawings then! Which means i've got something to do over the long break before NS. heh

http://better-use-of-paper.tumblr.com/

My Oh My

She acts like summer and walks like rain, 
reminds me that there's time to change.

You know, after prom, i've come to realise the importance of having a point and shoot, as well as how in the last moments of it, we try to capture everything we can just to experience it one more time. Don't hate because you failed, but learn from what went wrong.

Don't hide what you want to say because when you realise what you want, it might just be a little too late.

I just realised, we forgot to take a class photo. Haha

Oh mannnnn i'm gonna miss you people.
Pictures on facebook and flickr, steal-able and high quality!

EDIT: sorry, on zooomr

Sigh. I make alot of wrong choices.

Hey, hey, hey

Hey God, there are quite a few things i would like to rewind or correct in the future if i have a chance; any chance?