Pray For What You Want, But Work For The Things You Need

Off to Moscow tomorrow, be right back on the 2nd!

And hopefully things will change for the better after this trip.

I'm gonna miss canoeing ._.

btw, who are you Person?

This Could Be The Worst Year Yet

I would like to give up some speed for a little more intellect; I really hate struggling to scrape past my stuff despite working hard.
Or maybe all i need is some will to keep me going.
I'd rather be scoring well constantly than be going fast for just a moment.
It matters when it is about how fucked you'll be 10 years down the road.

Art is nice,
It looks pretty on walls, not on paper. Paper that labels you for life.
Please don't look at me like that, I know what i got myself into.
And don't you ever think its easy.
I wish it would pay off as much as other subjects,
Instead of just being admired.

Some people are really lucky in a way.
I do hope they remain lucky.
I just wish i had that kind of luck.
The kind that stays.

Don't tell me i could have used this time to study.
I know why I'm here.
It easier written than said.
Most people just won't understand.

At least give me an idea of what i'm doing here. This is not the time to crash out.

Amusing

"A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects."

Something amusing i found on boingboing.net but forgot to post.

I Don't Know Why, But I Just Do It Anyway

I'm sorry. I'm just a little bitter, a little angry, a little depressed.

A little lost.

Meanwhile, in real life, results will be back next tuesday and hopefully something would at least pay off for my efforts. It's the hardest i've worked in years.

Although i wouldn't be too hopeful since it seems like no one from HL art got 7. Too few pieces, insufficient research on sketchbook, lacking artist research. Oh hell, the pressure is on.

I shall up my efficiency tomorrow. Seriously.

You know. Its time to move Brian.

Why are you so hopeful sometimes?

I want a stone heart sometimes.

No Need To Run Honey. I Saw Everything

Don't worry, I'm pretty sick of this too; its just that you forget faster.

Meow

Taken on coach's birthday during the bbq (I know, I'm late and I'm slow but I don't really care). Hah. It was really tame though. Too bad the green eyes didn't really stand out.

A quickie!

Anyway nothing much this week. A few more weeks to Moscow, about 1 week to end of exams. Okay there was something quite interesting. I used the wrong question for English. OTHER THAN novels and short stories. I wonder how I missed that till 15 mins left. Go on have a laugh guys, at least I know this won't be happening during the actual IB exams. Ferdie's gonna kill me.

Maths tomorrow! Physics! Horror! And I forgot to hand in my sketchbook. Shucks.

I've been pretty forgetful lately.

And Person, why so shy?